I had one of those moments lying in bed last night, when you are dizzied by the vastness of possibilities. Luckily I was lying down already. I was thinking about what on earth I am doing here and what I want to get out of this year. People (myself included) have expectations about what I should be doing, and I could easily find myself just going along with that. Not that I wouldn't be disappointed in myself either way, I don't get like that...the journey is more important and all that (actually true for me, witness being happy to people watch in a cafe rather than hyper actively sight-see). However, I want to consciously do what I want to do this year. There are limits of money, time, safety etc, but they are not great.
The weather has also been unsparingly wonderful. I am sitting here in shorts and a vest. I fall asleep in the park at lunchtimes. No doubt i have now cursed the weather!
The F1 rocked.
3 comments:
I'm sure I've looked before and this post wasn't here...but it is now! :)
It is hard to fully put away other's expectations, I hope you achieve it and do what you want/need to do. As you say, I' sure it will be great either way :)
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